assa~~!!!!!

haha...my layout is changed n i'll try 2 improve my page bit by bit ^^

changin my layout...is it workin???

^^

i used to love tis blogging stuff but y am i so darn lazy now???? TELL ME!!!!! @.@ 
arghhhh!!!!!! i guess da older u get da lazier u r =p hehe...is it true??? well...... ^^

=((

4th of june 2010.....da date dat i had my 1st accident...wwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ='(
how could tis happen 2 me??? i made my mistakes~~~ hahahaha
gosh!!!!!!!!!!! so, so grateful dat da guy didnt do o ask anything from me...instead, he let me go!!! THANK YOU, GOD ^^
gosh...!!!!!!!!!! i dunni whether i shud cry, scream, bang my head on da wall!!!!! yeah...!!! dats wat i shud do~~~ +.+ o gosh!!!!!! huhu

wooo~~

damn3x tired...til i got shortly severe fever =( hahahahaha....wel, i guess dats wat we call experience ^^
have so many things 2 write, 2 tell...lets juz leave it 2moro...haha!!! nitey :P

walk-walk-find-food wit biotech's backbenchers, val, ailen n carol ^^

testing bgamba kat pelamin umah aunty musen kat sejingkat ^^ "hapy family" hehe

mkan mcm gila kat hartz chicken ^0^ wah3!! mama papa smpt pelok2 =p

smua muka beminyak!! tp stil havin fun <3 snyum poyo =p

suddenly i miss my hostel rum +.^ hahahahaha

annyeong haseyo...

^^ aigooooo....lazy super-duper lazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wats gettin into me??? esh...jinjja +.+


well, AI almost reachin final =( lee dewyze will win!!!!! hahahaha


22nd'll b flyin 2 spore n kl...but havent packing...mummy warned me 2 bring 3 shorts, 3 shirts, 1 pj.....wtf??? hehe...she meant 2 save space in bag....dun wan 2 burden ourselves bringin 2/3 bags =(


dat gives me gud reason 2 shop til i drop!!!! ^^ huahuahuahua

exam =/

gosh!!! da nearer it comes, da lazier i get =D

annyeong haseyo!!

morning yeoreobun!!!!!!!!!! <3

morning!!!!

wat 2 do??? hurmmm...let's have breakfast 1st...food is 1 of a great way 2 start a fresh, memorable day =))

then study i guess...there's a reason 4 it 2 b called study-week...haha!!!!! >as if i would< hahahahaha!!!!!!!

las nite i had da weirdest dream....it's not HIM dat i dreamed of but other HIM >sigh< 

eoddeokhae??????

^^

wow!!! it's been like, forever, since da last time i've updated my blog! ^^
loads of things had been happening 2 me in tis short little moments of mine...>sigh<


every single feeling u could've thought of, feel of, taste of, see, hear, all mingling in my little heart...sometimes i regret them but most of da time, they r da bez feelings everrrrr!!!!! & da greatest moments of my life....well, life is short isn't it??? live it to da fullest!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^


hhmmmm....only 1 thing had been bugging me.....ever since HE wrote all those LOVELY post, my heart trembles, shaken hard just reading them!!!!!!!!!!!! i wonder wat'll happen when HE express those beautiful words from HIS sexy lips live 2 me??? wat'll my reactions gonna be o look like when HIS seductive eyes meet mine???????? 


aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll go crazy becos of HIM!!!!!!!! but i like it...no!!! i LOVE it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahaha


comin up is my final.....in juz a few days....wonder if i'm prepared.....wonder if i could be in da dean's list....becos my life is on da line for tis sem's final.........everything actly!!!!!! not juz my life!!! my future-car, my future-FAMA-scholarship, everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 


gosh, life as human is fun but terrifying!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahaha


last word for 2nite, U GO GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

ABSENCE SHARPENS LOVE
PRESENCE STRENGTHENS IT ^^

You can fall from a mountain
you can fall from a tree
but the best thing that you can do is
fall in love with me <3

^^

oraen maniya ^^ annyeong haseyo, yeoreobun!!!!!
hurrmmm....this is 1 of the reason i cant keep a diary...hehe...so damn lazy to update it!!!! ^^
anywayyyy.....i had a hectic but blast week....>thank God< i'm not complaining o what, just what a shit-busy week!!!!!!!!!!!! =(
assigmnents, tutorials...which 1 should i do??? my MDC thingy >which i enjoy so fuckin much!!!!< hehehehehe.....it's nice to do something that u love & enjoy so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~duh~ ofcos!!!!
in just few minutes, wil be goin back to U.....darn jello of the high school students, got the chance to enjoy a week holiday ='(
wish we U students got the chance as well!!!!!!!!!!!!! we are students anyway, yeah dear government???!!!!! hear me??? see me???? =D
but the best thing is i'm in <3 ^^ >but i always do< hehehe

me & my 'cat' =p

feel da breeze <3 nice~~~~

models of sematan

malaysian mean girls ^^

malaysian's top models ^^

annyeong haseyo!!

guess tis is my last moment to be enjoyed here on tis holiday at home =( i am so freakin rite when i told myself i wont be studyin tis whole week!!!! guess wat???? I AM!!!!!!!! ^^ hehehehehe
it's not my fault anyway, just..... hehehehe....stop blaming urself & just focus....stil not too late 4 a start of anything <3
stil cant get over of my trip to sematan & jangkar....it was blast tho a few stuff which i wish to do wasnt coming true.....hhmmmmmmmmmmm
woke up early tis morning & thinkin of doin other stuff but ending up doin other stuff...hi10x!!!!! ^^ 
having da thoughts of goin back to U makin me feel so~~~~ =(
however, i'm full of love now dat i'm reaching my CRUCIAL DATE.....hope to be able to fulfill my B4-20-WISH-LIST ^^
~RACH, FIGHTING~ SARANGHAE

=(

is it wrong 4 me 2 dream something out of my box???? i wanna be different, feel special, do great stuff & reach 4 da unbelievable & extraordinary!!!!!!!!!! 
but all i get from those i love & trust is teasing, mocking & offences...y???? cant they not understand & being supportive????? 
='(

annyeong haseyo!!

wahhhh!!!! wat a tiring but exciting trip 2 jangkar waterfall & sematan...
great + fun + a bit resticted + <3
just love it!!!!!! ME, AV & EDEL were having girls' talk & dat was da highlight of da nite!!! hehe....but i stil tink da climax of da whole trip is when i almost drown & i found a savior (new fren)...hak3 ^^
hhuurrmmmm, i wanna post it here but it may b 2 obvios (O~o) hehe
~happy~ 

huhuhu...my piggy is finally back home, with severely weak & pity condition!!!!!!!!!!!!! ='( wwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

='(

i came home early tis morning, juz 2 find out i've lost my PIGGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

annyeong haseyo...

oraen mani aeyo!!!!!!!!!!! hehehe...it means it's been a while <3

wat shud i begin with??? happy??? yeay!!!!!!! finally i have YOU"RE BEAUTIFUL korean drama from my fren....tq2!!!! kamsahaeyo <3 hehehehehe..........i've addicted to the drama & the OST as well!!!!!

on 17th-18th, me n frens'll be goin 2 Jangkar.....luckily my girls's prob had passed so i'm free!!!! haha

plannin wat to pack n wat to bring ^^

a bit sad tis week cos didnt see o meet HIM....juz once.....& also my SEUNGGI...hehe =p

now online in CAIS since 1030...the time now is 1326...hak3!!!! i tink i'll be stayin til 4pm =p hahahahahahaha

since it'll be hday, books n papers'll be my buddies for tis whole weeks!!!!!! & my laptop ofcos....hehe

friends

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow...
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead...
Walk beside me and be my friend...
<3

^^

hurm...starting my blog wit a huge sigh cos was deceived by our 'beloved P & VP' regarding an event...tellin us we would b given cdt hours...turn out there's nothin!!!!! such an asshole...!!!!!!!!!!!
arrived home, didnt bring my lptp which i missed so much!!!! <3
damn busy as well wit my BM ass..... takin pict, searchin 4 banners....aarrgggghhhhh!!!!!!! fuckin shit assignment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
back 2 U, thought of goin early but went back kampong....makin it worst, helped dad collect rambutan in a gown.....hak10x!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
almost 8 arrived U......pre-lab 4 chem lab havent done!!!! shit!!!!!!!!
now online from cais.....yeay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 
happy again......
frens planned 4 a hday plan......dunno y, feelin slightly emo tis mornin, woke up n read their comments i felt a bit hurt ='(
perhaps i'm PMSing......hehe
sori u guys......u noe i love ya'll!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;)
happy again now i'm online.....hehe.....dats all i need, ONLINE!!!!!! <3 ^^

Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning.

annyeong haseyo...

annyeong haseyo... how's all my dearest frens???? ^^
rite now, i'm online in CAIS thru LAN 4 da 1st time ever...!!!! yup, it is freakin fast n dat made me happy <3 ^^
i'm downloading as much n as fast as i can since da day is darker n the thunder buzzin around like crazy!!!!!! 
i felt empty n bored as i go thru tis week cos havent meet HIM once..!!!!! where r u, dear???????????????? i miss u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^
but i met da other HIM tho, a lot!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe..............
huhhhhh.....dunno y but all da time i felt tired n lazy =(
however, i have tis huge dream n therefore, i juz wanna focus n reach 4 my dream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ 
rach, fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but b4 dat, lets finish downloading n head 4 home...hak3!!!!!!
dats all 4 now......4got wat shud i write =p

annyeong haseyo...

ahhhh.....home sweet home!!!! room great room!!! hehe
woke up by 930am i guess, straight 2 toilet cos stomach-upset....aargghhhh!!!!! ^^
then, try 2 online...wireless is in trouble!!! OMG.....
ask my dad wats wrong wit it....checked da wire but nothing's wrong...ask whether da bill has been paid....suddenly my mum pissed cos da bill is a day overdue....sum more, she plans 2 go out wit me 2 repair her phone's charger....yeay!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^
then, she asks me for pads....oopsie!! sori, dun have....due 2 dat, i have 2 go 2 da nearest supermarket 2 buy sum 4 her.....alone!! hak3
gud2!!!!!!!! i got da chance 2 buy my body shower & toothbrush....tho i stil have them =p
was lookin for bobby pins but couldnt found them....sucks!!!!!!
arrived home, saw mum in front of my laptop, online!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^^ oopsie!!!!!!!! wat have i done wrong when i was checking da wire????? hehehehehehehe
turn out da wireless fine.....huh!!!! luckily mum did not pissed 2 much 2wards daddy.....if not, it is all gonna b my fault!!!! hik3 =p
sori dad.....!!!!!!!!!! <3
now, i tink i'm goin out again, accompany her 2 repair her phone....hahahahahahaha
2nite, i'll have dinner at pennview inn......my 1st U dinner!!!!!!! lookin forward 2 it & very excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3
muax2.....dats all 4 now.....wait 4 my whole report on 2nite's dinner ;) saranghae.................. <3 <3 <3 <3

annyeong haseyo...

blogging from my rum...yeay!!!!!!!!!!!!!
saw HIM, again!!!! so10x damn cute!!!! wearin da same shirt color as i do <3 <3
in love....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i read bout a bitch dat had been mocking sarawakian girl....ah!!!!! she's a fuckin bitch, fugly, ugliest slut i've ever seen...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, a bitch is always a bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck u slut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shut ur fuckin mouth up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! juz go find another fuckin guy, cant u??????????????????? y da fuck do u have 2 say shit bout us sarawakian girl????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHUT DA FUCK UP, U SLUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

INSIDE YOUR HEAVEN.....

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way

When minutes turn to days and years
If mountains fall, I'll still be here
Holdin you until the day I die

I wanna be the earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

^^

yeoreobun, annyeong......wat shud i write 2day????
las nite was my bro's bday party & if we're at a party, ofcos we eat!!!! dats wat i did....i ate almost as much as i ate tis 5 days at U....hahahahahahahahahaha ^^
but i felt bter after i 'let them out of my body' tis morning....twice some more......haha!!!! get me??? =p
finally, i bought a pair of earing & necklace 4 my 23rd dner at penview inn.......now wats left is a heels.....tuesday, da Spring, here i come!!!!!! hahahahahahaha ^^
would like 2 look 4 nicer dress (ps:i have dresses) but not much option.....
but dun mind cos i need 2 save nway.......da most important thing, i'm goin 2 singapore & up 2 KL on may...lookin 4ward 2 it!!!!!!!! ^^
so, $$$$$$, sori but i wont b spending u 4 quite a moment...haha!!!!
tutorials, reports.....dats all now!!!!! 
F~O~C~U~S i'm gonna have 2 learn 2 love dat word now ^^ haha

annyeong haseyo... <3

annyeong....wit puffy eyes i woke up tis morning by 9...mama woke me...she needs 2 go 2 buy stuff 4 my bro's bday dner....^^
havent had breakfast...y??? have 2 book flights n hotels 4 our fam vacay on may....yeay...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^
22-27th of may, hurmmmm....looks like my plan 2 take elective during hday is cancelled.....=( 
but!!!! i'm goin 2 go 4 vacay.....plus, it's singapore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeayyyyyyyyy.....!!!!!!!! ^^

hhhrrmmmmmm...............tis week, lots of great things had happened.....i met HIM few times & it feels HEAVEN..!!!!!!!!! ^^
wish i could stare at dat face everyday..... ^^
oww, i'm in <3 again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ <3
wish he sees me like i see him......wonder wat is he thinkin bout me....or wat is his opinion bout me.....aargghhhh, quit drivin me crazeeyyyy....!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^
have a few tutorials, which i havent fin...haha
sent my lab cham report & thank God it's over.....then come next lab....duh~~~~~~ 
now, stil in front of laptop, havent breakfast, feelin so lazy & week!!
stil, have so many stuff 2 do.....have so many 2-buy-list too =(
again, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$.........& plannin on buyin heels.....but wat color???? hhhurrmmmmmmmm.....i wonder ^^
2day, juz hope dat i could fin my tutorial 1st....then i'll fin other else ^^ 
rach, ajja2 fighting.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
<3 ~missin HIM already~ <3

annyeong haseyo...

gud mornink..!!!!! i've to stay at home tis mornin wit my bro while mum & dad went to church...^^
i got da chance to download sum songs, vids....
i wan 2 finish my watcha say choreography but my head is filled wit great, stunning moves but i'm not sure whether it'll be okay wit spen >but i'm not underestimating u tho, fren< dun get me wrong...^^
i wanna watch AJL 2nite so i'm thinkin of staying 2nite & early 2moro i'll go back 2 U....my stuf?? hhmmmmm, perhaps i shud send them 2day.....^^
i wanna surprise my mum wit sumtin but i cant tink of anything til i reached home....stupid!!!!! i shud've get her a bag!!!!! it's not dat difficult.....i was thinkin all about blouse, shirts or pants....yet, i forgot da easiest & da most needed stuff in her list now: HANDBAG.....silly me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^
i shud've repair my watches but i forgot as well......^^
aarrggghhhhhh....sumtimes, things don't go as ur plan but perhaps it's juz ur own fault.....^^
now, every1 is back to normal, daily routines......
except for dad..... he, is finally has a job!!!! haha.....appa, hwaiting!!!
yeoreobun!!!! hwaiting...!!!!!!!!!!!
파이팅.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3 사랑해 <3

annyeong haseyo...

just got up from nap, now at home...dunno y i'm tired tis evenin...^^
have lunch wit da gang, i felt revive....huhu
L#O#N#E#R......dats me!!!!!
now net connection so10x much bter, i'm gonna download as mush as i want!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahaha
~peace~

annyeong haseyo...

study-time is back....now it's 1020, 7th of jan, thursday...i'm in my room, crunching some crackers & ayam brand tuna with green tea of cos....

i felt empty inside yet, i look calm on the outside....they seemed like wanting to ditch me...i dunno....='(

i'm such a loner now, tho i look not!!!! but i dun mind tho....

huhu....actually, a bit!!! tell me, who wants to be a loner???? hopefully it's not me....='(

i juz wanna rest, sleep & finish my notes....in my room, alone, in peace....^^

annyeong haseyo...

wahhhh....i met every1 today & there are some who change physically & happy to see them!!!!!! hehe
da sabahan cuties are michin!!!! hak3.....=p
i found out a lot of mistakes bout my courses enrollment & timetable clashing....huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 gotta correct them fast or else.........^^
thankful dat da connection is great...i can even blogging!!!!! hak3
c u guys later......gotta go!!! toodles......!!!!!!!!!!

annyeong haseyo...

hahah!!!!! 1st blogging from U....hopefully da connection wil always as good as now..!!!!!! ^^
feel damn tired carrying my stuff.....eerrrhhhhhh.....
& my intense fight wit my parents is not over yet.....='(
well, i'm not gonna give up....they started it, it's them who have to make it up to me...!!!!! hahahahaha......='(
i dun even kiss them!!!! i felt bad but disappointed & pissed so I DUN K..!!!!!!!!!! ^^
i tink i'm gonna be early to bed cos my body felt like a squid rite now!!!! even SQUIDWARD is stiffer & stronger body posture than me now, i tink!!! hahahahaha
owhh.....^^ 
annyeong haseyo, UNIMAS!!!!!
annyeonghi chumuseyo.....^^

huhu

i believe tis is my longest fight wit my mum....='(
it's her who started everythin & provoked me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! always she thinks she's da rite 1.....~wweekkkkk~ WATEVERRRRRR
for all mother out there: understand & accept ur daughter for who they r, ok....if u guys stil care for them!!!!!!!!!!!! 

annyeong haseyo...

waaahhhhh.....again tis mornin, woke up around 11am.....haha!!!
i shopped from 5-11pm last night..!!!! woooooohooooooo......
proud of myself!!!!! hahahahaha
2day, i was thinkin of gettin a bag & dat would b enough....no more $$$ wastin on silly stuff....just a bag!!! perhaps a jean...hehehe =p
wel2, my parents havent home yet from market!!! aarrgghhhhhh
i wish i could go by myself.......huhu

annyeong haseyo...

waahhh...!!!! i slept twice tis mornin...hehe...how could it possible????
wel, i woke up around 8am for da 1st time becos of stomachache... i knew i wont b able to sleep back dats y i hate it when i woke up in da middle of my sleep!!!!!!!!!!!
i lullabied myself, using my korean songs....it worked!!!! i fell asleep for da 2nd time.....
suddenly, i felt like i heard a voice, "CHEL, WAKE UP!!!"....
hahahaha, i bet it's my mum.....then, effortlessly, i checked da time, 1130am.....hahahahahahahahahahahaha
i felt so sleepy tho.... i feel like continuing sleeping but...huh!!!!!
i suddenly remembered my plan to shop for my stuff....dats juz da courage dat i need!!!!! hahah....=p
& dats how i slept twice in tis new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha
>my wish for tis new year, sleep more, study more, eat less< ^^
i woke up, freshened up & stuff & waitin for my mum to say lets go....but now it's 131pm, & she's still busy "cleanin" da whole house!!!! like i really need her to shop!!!!! i can shop on my own ok!!!! it's da CAR dat i need, dats y!!!! if not, i would've gone to THE SPRING like an hour ago...!!!!!!! huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lets just wait & c what'll happen.....^^